Reserve space to store trophies.

 Today  preparation to preserve fruits of labour.

Reserve space to store trophies. 

Happy Mood Training.

Six Action Shoes

White sneakers, riding shoes, red shoes, brogues, formal shoes

Six Thinking Hats

White Blue Green Red Black Yellow

Between one action. and other do not lie down to take rest. or to think or to worry.

 When in the field you have to move to next action without lying down.

Remember. You are starting  a new life and forming habits now only.

AJAY JADEJA - exuberant enjoys the big time, able to perform best under pressure. - Imran. 

You need not think that neet whatever you have done in life so far is wrong and lose your confidence. 

In fact you are one of the ablest persons in India.

Urban middle class boys!

 10-6-99

URBAN MIDDLE CLASS BOYS ARE MORE AMICABLE, AMENABLE AND OPEN TO NEW FRIENDSHIP, OPEN TO PHYSICAL EXPERIENCES, UNLIKE THE LMC AND SLUM CLASS BOYS WHO ARE HOT TEMPERED, HAUGHTY AND VIOLENT.

Got the posting order after much persuasion, Chanda, Saha morose!

11-6-99 

My woes not ended- as good as no post at all- no office, no staff, no vehicle only targets - demoralised.

12-6-99 Saturday

I started with entering 'suspension' in biodata. It snowballed into a punishment non-post. Adhikari harped on it. Others picked up. Now Saha tells about roaming here and there and saving. How many people will function as vigilance officers?!

Bombay is a complicated system. Travelling from one place to another requires so many clarifications. Likewise, every other aspect, even getting salary needs many travelling, moving here and there.

Life here is different and difficult and depressing.

Never worry about vehicle or any office support . It will be only a nuisance and burden. Better to move around and not to remain stagnant, use public transport, understand it and it may become friendly. But it is harmless and does not invite attention and envy and bad feelings.

After completing one work I am entering into another phase which requires some thinking only to plan the action. It may look like confusion, but it is only my lack of awareness. I am weak in assessing the present position, assessing resources available, where I want to go. If I cultivate this, the confusion will vanish.

Morover, I am getting nightmarish about travel and accidents. I must learn first aid and trained care, minor surgery, pharmaceutical licencing etc.

Crowd Together Astronauts of the world!

 

9-6-99

Yesterday in Times of India it is reported that

Astronauts in space flight gang up

 and have emotional interactions.

I could not believe it. Are they not h

educated and balanced people.

Are they not trained to be

in control of their mind and emotions.

From early childhood, I

could not gang up

or understand others'

ganging up. If it is part of

human nature, why it is not with me? 

Why I Consider it strange and despicable?

AM I a born leveller? Up against any 

system or mechanism that accords

power to some gang or to some group. 

Or is it in self defence people gang up, 

they invariably do making me to lose

 my cool on them. 

Why can't they be independent? 

Always they "Crowd Together", shout

 and monopolise,

 I have seen such things only in low c

people and manual labourers. 

Why people living on their knowledge and intelligence would follow such base habits?

The Competition for power, money and other desirable things make people to fight as a group, if the individuals are not confident of facing it alone. And